The truth. So many years later.

A. On December 9, 2001, CHENEY announced on NBC’s Meet the Press that “it was pretty well confirmed” that lead 9/11 hijacker Mohamed Atta had met the head of Iraqi intelligence in Prague in April 2001, which statement was, as CHENEY well knew, made without reasonable basis and with reckless disregard for the truth, because it was based on a single witness’s uncorroborated allegation that had not been fully investigated by U.S. intelligence agencies.

B. On July 15, 2002, POWELL stated on Ted Koppel’s Nightline: “What we have consistently said is that the President has no plan on his desk to invade Iraq at the moment, nor has one been presented to him, nor have his advisors come together to put a plan to him,” which statement was deliberately false and misleading in that it deceitfully implied the President was not planning an invasion of Iraq when, as POWELL well knew, the President was close to finalizing detailed military plans for such an invasion that he had ordered months previously.

C. On August 26, 2002, CHENEY made numerous false and fraudulent statements including: “Simply stated there is no doubt that Saddam Hussein now has weapons of mass destruction. There is no doubt that he is amassing them to use against our friends, against our allies, and against us,” when, as CHENEY well knew, this statement was made without reasonable basis and with reckless indifference to the truth in that the IC’s then prevailing assessment was that Iraq had neither nuclear weapons nor a reconstituted nuclear weapons program.

D. On September 7, 2002, appearing publicly with Blair, BUSH claimed a recent IAEA report stated that Iraq was “six months away from developing a [nuclear] weapon” and “I don’t know what more evidence we need,” which statements were made without basis and with reckless indifference to the truth in that: (1) the IAEA had not even been present in Iraq since 1998; and (2) the report the IAEA did write in 1998 had concluded there was no indication that Iraq had the physical capacity to produce weapons-usable nuclear material or that it had attempted to obtain such material.

E. On September 8, 2002, on Late Edition with Wolf Blitzer, RICE asserted that Saddam Hussein was acquiring aluminum tubes that were “only suited” for nuclear centrifuge use, which statement was deliberately false and fraudulent, and made with reckless indifference to the truth in that it omitted to state the following material facts: (1) the U.S. intelligence community was deeply divided about the likely use of the tubes; (2) there were at least fifteen intelligence reports written since April 2001 that cast doubt on the tubes’ possible nuclear-related use; and (3) the U.S. Department of Energy nuclear weapons experts had concluded, after analyzing the tubes’s specifications and the circumstances of the Iraqis’ attempts to procure them, that the aluminum tubes were not well suited for nuclear centrifuge use and were more likely intended for artillery rocket production.

F. On September 8, 2002, RUMSFELD stated on Face the Nation: “Imagine a September 11th, with weapons of mass destruction. It’s not three thousand, it’s tens of thousands of innocent men, women and children,” which statement was deliberately fraudulent and misleading in that it implied without reasonable basis and in direct contradiction to then prevailing intelligence that Saddam Hussein had no operational relationship with al Qaeda and was unlikely to provide weapons to terrorists.

G. On September 19, 2002, RUMSFELD told the Senate Armed Services Committee that “no terrorist state poses a greater or more immediate threat to the security of our people than the regime of Saddam Hussein,” which statement was, as Rumsfeld well knew, made without reasonable basis and with reckless indifference to the truth in that: (1) Hussein had not acted aggressively toward the United States since his alleged attempt to assassinate President George H. W. Bush in 1993; (2) Iraq’s military forces and equipment were severely debilitated because of UN sanctions imposed after the 1991 Gulf War; (3) the IC’s opinion was that Iraq’s sponsorship of terrorists was limited to ones whose hostility was directed toward Israel; and (4) Iran, not Iraq, was the most active state sponsor of terrorism.

H. On October 1, 2002, the defendants caused the IC’s updated classified National Intelligence Estimate to be delivered to Congress just hours before the beginning of debate on the Authorization to Use Military Force. At the same time, the defendants caused an unclassified “White Paper” to be published which was false and misleading in many respects in that it failed to include qualifying language and dissents that substantially weakened their argument that Iraq posed a serious threat to the United States.

I. On October 7, 2002, in Cincinnati, Ohio, BUSH made numerous deliberately misleading statements to the nation, including stating that in comparison to Iran and North Korea, Iraq posed a uniquely serious threat, which statement BUSH well knew was false and fraudulent in that it omitted to state the material fact that a State Department representative had been informed just three days previously that North Korea had actually already produced nuclear weapons. The defendants continued to conceal this information until after Congress passed the Authorization to Use Military Force against Iraq.

J. Between September 1, 2002, and November 2, 2002, BUSH traveled the country making in excess of thirty congressional-campaign speeches in which he falsely and fraudulently asserted that Iraq was a “serious threat” which required immediate action, when as he well knew, this assertion was made without reasonable basis and with reckless indifference to the truth.

K. In his January 28, 2003 State of the Union address, BUSH announced that the “British have recently learned that Iraq was seeking significant quantities of uranium from Africa” which statement was fraudulent and misleading and made with reckless disregard for the truth, in that it falsely implied that the information was true, when the CIA had advised the administration more than once that the allegation was unsupported by available intelligence.

L. In a February 5, 2003, speech to the UN, POWELL falsely implied, without reasonable basis and with reckless disregard for the truth, that, among other things: (1) those who maintained that Iraq was purchasing aluminum tubes for rockets were allied with Saddam Hussein, even though POWELL well knew that both Department of Energy nuclear weapons experts and State Department intelligence analysts had concluded that the tubes were not suited for nuclear centrifuge use; and (2) Iraq had an ongoing cooperative relationship with al Qaeda, when he well knew that no intelligence agency had reached that conclusion.

M. On March 18, 2003, BUSH sent a letter to the Speaker of the House of Representatives and the President Pro Tempore of the Senate which asserted that further reliance on diplomatic and peaceful means alone would not either: (1) adequately protect United States national security against the “continuing threat posed by Iraq” or (2) likely lead to enforcement of all relevant UN Security Council resolutions regarding Iraq, which statement was made without reasonable basis and with reckless indifference to the truth in that, as BUSH well knew, the U.S. intelligence community had never reported that Iraq posed an urgent threat to the United States and there was no evidence whatsoever to prove that Iraq had either the means or intent to attack the U.S. directly or indirectly. The statement was also false because, as BUSH well knew, the UN weapons inspectors had not found any weapons of mass destruction in Iraq and wanted to continue the inspection process because it was working well.

N. In the same March 18, 2003 letter, BUSH also represented that taking action pursuant to the Resolution was “consistent with continuing to take the necessary actions against international terrorists and terrorist organizations, including those nations, organizations or persons who planned, authorized, committed, or aided the terrorists attacks that occurred on September 11, 2001,” which statement was entirely false and without reasonable basis in that, as BUSH well knew, Iraq had no involvement with al Qaeda or the terrorist attacks of September 11, 2001.

Verbal Rubbish

It is quite funny seeing how some people speak about their friends and family when they’re not around. Well it used to be until I thought about this: I’m sure they do the same to me. I mean, why would I be immune?

The more days go by, the more I seem to be getting more and more attune to reading people and situations. in my life. I guess this is a good thing but I wonder if it’ll add to my stress level and bring me down a bit.

At least I see clearly what I know I don’t want to be like so I can adjust my actions more accurately knowing more about what I don’t like.

When?

Every night I go to bed thinking what I need to do the next day, what I should have done but didn’t that day, and what changes I can make to fix the things I don’t like. Generally it goes like this: “why did I eat that? when am I going to start spending more time active and outdoors? what’s for breakfast tomorrow? where is my first customer?” This goes on for about thirty minutes before I can feel myself getting tired. It seems the same stuff comes up every single night and I know how to fix it but routine habits inhibit the changes.

*pause*……. take bite of lemon cake…….. *continue*…

What is the catalyst for change? How can I force it upon myself? How can I find it and make it happen now?

*pause*……. take gulp of monster energy drink………. *continue…

Somehow I keep telling myself it is a financial issue. When there isn’t as much financial pressure, I can spend $600/year on a gym membership, work less than 40 hours a week at my day job, do more of what I need to be doing.

I think this is just a crutch to mentally tell myself it is OK that I don’t start now. Will there ever not be financial pressure? Doubtful. I worry myself constantly about “what if” and such. I believe the changes may be a thing of Zen. I very much believe in balance in life. I think things work in waves. I think my weight fluctuates until it hits a peak which acts like a tipping point and sends my mind into an appropriate fury to eat healthier and spend more time away from a keyboard and desk. I think after I work out a lot, I will get to the point where I am satisfied with my weight, look, and healthiness. I think this is the valley that relieves the fury onset by the peak. This brings weakness back into my mind and lets me get back into the habit of living behind the keyboard, eating disgustingly unhealthy foods, and beginning that climb to the peak again.

A big problem I am facing now is that I no longer have my weights, bow machine, and punching bags. With my previous living arrangements, I had all of them in the same house. I showed up after work, had a small meal, began stretching and working the punching bags, then hit the bow machine until I was satisfied. This became almost a daily routine. My weight was about 140-145 lbs which given my height and natural build was about right if not even a little underweight. Now I have no equipment within immediate reach. I have no gym membership. I have grown accustomed to DVR’s, big screen TV’s, computers, and air conditioning.

Last night something hit me though. Myself and the wife always watch The Biggest Loser on NBC and for some reason it clicked in my head last night that comfortable is fat. I need to keep that in front of my eyes and realize when I do things that are physical, that it will not be comfortable and there’s a good reason for that. Comfortable is fat. If you only do all the things that keep you comfortable, you will become fat. If you only spend time inside in air conditioning behind a TV, computer, video game, or kitchen table, you will be fat. It isn’t comfortable being on a bicycle or treadmill. It isn’t supposed to be. The immediate physical comfort is gone and replaced with the knowledge that you’re healthier.

Now I just need to get moving on this idea and keep it fresh in my head. Ehhh maybe tomorrow.

I’m back

Long period of silence brought on by frustration and laziness. I have just gotten my new office workstation setup to blog from so there should be more daily posts.

I may even start getting more personal (oh snap) with the content. Like this!

So early in the week I go visit some friends. It is a married couple that consists of a retired mechanical engineer and a retired airport manager. They’re some of the coolest, most down to earth people you’ve ever met. Their house is located 10-15 minutes out of “town” and I love going there. It’s one of those, take this highway to this road, take this road allllllll the way down until you see this dirt road on your right, take that dirt road about three or four miles, look for this tiny mailbox at a dirt/grass path that runs off to the right of the road, take that path about a half a block and look for a set of tire tracks that wonder off to the left between some pine trees, follow that path around until you see the front porch, type of trips. Their home was something they’ve been building for years. The guy is an engineer and he’s been using steel/iron to create the frame structure of the house with standard wood walls and floors. It has at least three ponds on the property as well as a “pet” gator and turtle. The majority of the outside of the house is glass which makes for a great view of their little paradise. Anyways, I have a tremendous amount of respect for the lifestyle of these two people. It honestly looks to me like a lifestyle that I would love to live, albeit in a different part of the country or world (can you tell I’m not the biggest fan of Florida?).

I’ve also been doing a lot of stepping back and taking a bigger picture review of my life, accomplishments, and goals. This week I spoke to some people at the local college and found I’m four classes from my degree. I’ve never realized just how close I got. I will be watching for the new class schedule to come out in the next week or so and will start class in May. I could possibly have my degree in August. How amazing would that be? On the same sort of note, I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching to figure out the best career path. I think I may end up using my IT background to enhance another field of work which I could study after I finish my degree here. What I’m currently looking at is either architectural engineer or civil engineer. Either way, I want to be taught the skills of designing something big from the ground up. I have goals of one day designing a geodesic based green home that is completely off the grid and self-sustaining as well as a mid-engine, rear wheel drive, 4 cylinder, turbo-diesel car. This probably sounds completely idiotic to most people reading this but hey, this is what keeps me up at night and drives me during the day. I’ve heard people that are incredibly wealthy and successful tell me that what you do for a living should keep you awake at night and give a drive you can never fake and is the secret to success.

Co-workers have returned. Ambition to write blog is now gone. That is all for now.

The NY Times takes on the financial impact of the Iraq War

Story on NYTimes.com

“For a fraction of the cost of this war,” said Mr. Stiglitz, “we could have put Social Security on a sound footing for the next half-century or more.”

Mr. Hormats mentioned Social Security and Medicare, saying that both could have been put “on a more sustainable basis.” And he cited the committee’s own calculations from last fall that showed that the money spent on the war each day is enough to enroll an additional 58,000 children in Head Start for a year, or make a year of college affordable for 160,000 low-income students through Pell Grants, or pay the annual salaries of nearly 11,000 additional border patrol agents or 14,000 more police officers.

What we’re getting instead is the stuff of nightmares. Mr. Stiglitz, a professor at Columbia, has been working with a colleague at Harvard, Linda Bilmes, to document, among other things, some of the less obvious costs of the war. These include the obligation to provide health care and disability benefits for returning veterans. Those costs will be with us for decades.

Mr. Stiglitz noted that nearly 40 percent of the 700,000 troops from the first gulf war, which lasted just a month, have become eligible for disability benefits. The current war is approaching five years in duration.

“Imagine then,” said Mr. Stiglitz, “what a war — that will almost surely involve more than 2 million troops and will almost surely last more than six or seven years — will cost. Already we are seeing large numbers of returning veterans showing up at V.A. hospitals for treatment, large numbers applying for disability and large numbers with severe psychological problems.”

Ignore it if you want but this is very real for all Americans.

We’re all liable for $11,500.00 so far for the Iraq war. Every single US citizen will pay $11,500.00 for what has happened so far. This doesn’t include the millions of veterans coming back and need medical care.

We still have veterans of previous wars that are homeless on the streets of our cities and now we’ll have millions coming back that are going to expect medical care from a crumbling infrastructure and bankrupt country.

In contrast, do some homework and look up the profits made by your favorite oil or energy company. Or look up the defense contractor that won the job of Iraq without even bidding: Halliburton. Now compare your bank account to those who make the decisions and tell me if you’re worse off than you were eight years ago.

Be very careful who you vote for. Don’t trust someone because the media tells you to. Do the research and see through the bunk on TV and radio. Get active. Do something. This won’t be much of a choice if everyone keeps ignoring the problem.